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Once upon a time, deep inside a dense forest, under a vast Shami tree, a very old sage had just finished his fifteen years long sadhana of Ganapati. When he opened his eyes, he took a look around and found the forest to be as calm as his own mind.
He had come to this forest around fifty years ago and had never left. Everytime he finished his one sankalp, he would take another sankalp and would never let himself leave the forest. He had become very familiar with the forest as if he himself was a part of it. It was not the same always, though. At first, he almost ran away many times facing the difficulties. After all, a forest is not a place for one who has spent all his life in the comfort of his cozy house in the city.
Many a times, the sage had spent his days feeling hungry and cold. He was bitten by insects badly and had no place to hide during intense rain. However, nothing could have been more difficult than the trauma that his cozy house had brought him. Within a night, he had lost his happy family. His wife and two kids, all died due to the roof collapse of the new apartment, he had bought just weeks before. The death of his loved ones made him question the purpose of life. He then had left everything and wandered around aimlessly for months.
The sage smiled remembering how many times he had almost died in this forest. But, perhaps his time hadn’t come yet. After losing his family, he had no hope left until one day he met his guru. A man who instead of being sympathetic towards his situation, had laughed at his condition.
“You are crying over the past you cannot change?” The man had passed this comment at him carelessly and laughed as if he had witnessed something hilarious.
He had lost his mind hearing those words and had attacked upon the man. The man, though, wasn’t bothered from his fit. He just laughed and laughed. In the end the man spoke “Your wife and kids are not in pain. They left. Moved on. Why are you stuck?”
“What stuck? I don’t want to be stuck. I am just not brave enough to end this life.” He had replied.
“Then let me end it for you.” The guru spoke.
Remembering that moment, the sage smiled again. The guru had touched his forehead and chanted something. That’s all. And that one touch had lifted all the burden from his heart and after a long time, he had felt like a curtain was removed from his eyes and he could see clearly. After that, he had followed his guru to this forest.
Here, he followed his guru’s instructions word by word and sat down to perform sadhana. His purpose was not to have darshana of a deity. He did not even know what a deity is or what power the deity held? He needed to understand that first. And so it began.
It wasn’t easy. At first, he did not see any benefits. His mind would take him back to the family he had lost again and again. He kept questioning his sanity for being at such a god forsaken place. However, he would immediately debunk his question with another question, that what would he gain by going back? What for? Atleast, here he was all alone with his pain and noone to tell him to move on and start over. What kind of start over? Forget his wife and kids and marry again? What if he starts over and loses it all again? What then? Atleast, here in this forest, he was free from all kind of expectations & free advices. And the troubles this forest kept throwing at him were enough to distract him and focus at present. Sometimes he felt that the forest itself is the deity, Ganapati himself. And all the troubles are nothing but the challenges Ganapati threw at him to test his commitment. With time, he accepted it to be true and stopped being perturbed. After all, in the end either he was going to overcome the trouble or lose his life. It was nothing but a win win situation for him.
It must be the blessings of Ganapati only, that now after fifty years of sadhana the past seemed like a movie scene he had seen once; that the forest that was hell bent to throw the outsider at any cost, has taken him as a part of itself; that his mind was as calm as the forest; that now all he wanted to do is take a sankalp and go back to the deep meditation that he was in minutes before.